it's interesting. so many times i feel like i'm living in someone else's shadow. Following them, doing what they did, liking what they liked... but realistically... I couldn't be more of an individualistic person.

I mean, just look at my interests and activities. I don't know anyone nearly as active and involved as me.

Dance
Orchestra
Violin Lessons
Real Life
Small Group
Agriculture (and everything in it)
Longboarding
Biking
Snowboarding


so... I guess I should cease my ideas that I am copying someone, or that I am nothing original or unique or special. ...Or that there is zero reason for someone to be interested in me.

There's so many reasons. i've got a lot of interests and hobbies. Maybe it's why no one is currently because I've always been soooo freaking involved that I'm stressed because I have little to no free time

but all the same, it's building me into who I am

it is who I am.

I am not in anyone's shadow. I stand in the light on my own.