Some school is good. Quite useful, in fact.

However, it is NOT good when you realize you have been at school, doing school, or away from the people you regularly hang out with - or people at all for that matter, in literally months, if not over a year.

Insanity? I think so.

I realized tonight that I have been either stressed and overwhelmed by my education or out of the state or mentally gone for well over a year now.

Why? Because I was so socially awkward tonight. Granted, there were those of which I did not really want to talk with indepth because I did not want them to get the wrong ideas about me... or just get ideas in general.

But all the same, i kinda continued to feel left out of normal social conversations because I've been so consumed by my education - which includes me being out of state all summer.

Going from school stress to another state to state fair to student teaching to mega school stress to student teaching stress is not a good thing to do in the span of one year. No wonder I got shingles this summer. It's no wonder that they haven't reoccurred for cereal again since. I mean, srsly.

I will have to say that it was wonderful to see the people I love again, and to know that other people appreciated seeing me tonight. I really need to plan on getting out and hanging with people my age much more often, and especially with the oncoming student teaching. aaahh! it all hits in tomorrow.

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